Six months later

It's been a fair while since my last post. I've wanted to write before now but these last few months have been so full that it has been hard to wrangle the mess of thoughts into sentences.

Incredibly, this film that has been consuming every waking moment, is almost done. We head into the sound mix at VCA tomorrow, and will submit the "final" film for marking on Friday. Of course, it's not exactly the final version as we'll be completing an external grade and sound mix in October. But it's pretty close...

Quite simply, I've grown enormously making this film. Having MEAT as a point of reference this time around meant that I was able to gain significant insight into my own process, my own patterns, common threads.

Making a self-reflexive film about actors and their director also forced me to be critical about my own approach and examine my weaknesses and strengths. (And yes, a number of our cast and crew have suggested that Helmut, the fictional director in the film, is my alter-ego... what a scary thought!)

Most of all, I feel hugely grateful to have found such close and wonderful collaborators. Finding my people is something that's really important to me—and this film has driven home to me how lucky I am to be surrounded by such good people who have given me so much of their time, their talent and their trust. 

The film's not done yet, but we've come a long way since I first had the idea for the film, sitting in Hamer Hall at Sufjan Stevens' concert on Friday 26 February 2016. (Thanks for the ticket, Mum and Dad. I owe you one.)

Six months later, we're almost done.

Simon Annand & The Half

I first came across the work of British photographer, Simon Annand, back in 2010 due to the publication of his book, The Half. The book documents the 25+ years he has spent photographing theatre actors in the 30 minutes before they go onstage (a period of time known as "the half"). As a poor university student then, I leafed longingly through its pages in bookstores, admiring the insightful and intriguing view he gave us of the backstage world and actors' processes.

Years later, his black-and-white photos are a key reference when thinking about the visual style and approach of TOMORROW. I'm particularly intrigued by the way he talks about exploring the relationship actors have to themselves, rather than the camera; in TOMORROW, one of the things I'm keen to explore are those transitional moments as an actor moves between self and character.

Unfortunately, the book appears to now be out of print (oh how I wish I'd bought it when it first came out!) but I continue to be drawn to his work, a lot of which can be found scattered across the web.

I was also interested to watch him at work, and hear him talk about his approach in this video.

Four-and-a-half weeks out...

Last week we launched TOMORROW online with news of the project and our tax-deductible crowdfunding campaign, which is being run in conjunction with the Australian Cultural Fund (if you haven't yet had the chance to check it out, please do).

This week I'm diving into the masses of research I have to do in preparation for directing the film. While I am planning on re-drafting the script this week, I'm now thinking about the project much more as a director, than as the screenwriter.

With my last film, MEAT, it seemed more straightforward. I think this was, in part, because I didn't quite realise what I was getting myself into... But also because I knew the world of the film implicitly, having been inspired by my time at boarding school. And as the screenplay was adapted from a monologue I'd written at the Australian Theatre for Young People the previous year, the project had been in development for a considerable period of time. 

This time I'm far more aware of the challenges of directing a film of this scale and, in the case of this particular project, the challenges I've set for myself in terms of style and form and tone. It all fills me with great excitement (and a healthy degree of fear). I think this film is going to be something quite special, but there's still a lot of research to do first.

At the moment, my to-watch list is growing at an ever increasing rate with recommendations from various heads of department and collaborators... These are some of the films I'll be watching or re-watching over the coming weeks:

  • Opening Night (1977) directed by John Cassavetes
  • The Clouds of Sils Maria (2014) directed by Olivier Assayas
  • Throne of Blood (1957) directed by Akira Kurosawa
  • The Dresser (2015) directed by Richard Eyre
  • My Brilliant Career (1979) directed by Gillian Armstrong
  • The Insider (1999) directed by Michael Mann
  • Requiem for a Dream (2000) directed by Darren Aronofsky
  • The Piano Teacher (2001) directed by Michael Haneke
  • Black Swan (2010) directed by Darren Aronofsky
  • Network (1976) directed by Sidney Lumet
  • Topsy Turvy (1999) directed by Mike Leigh

Plus a whole heap of other different productions of Macbeth in its various forms! Lots to do...

Buzzing brain... that's a thing, right?

With pre-production in full swing on my next film, my work days are very long at the moment (12–14 hours most days) and very full. My brain is packed to the brim and I've been meaning to write a proper post for weeks, but there's almost too much buzzing around in my head to make sense of.

Looking forward to sharing more information about the actual project soon... We shoot in five weeks!

Film openings

Every week at VCA there's a screenwriting lecture for most of the classes in the School of Film & Television. However, as I've gone directly into second year of the Master of Film & Television, it clashes with one of my other subjects—my classmates went to the same lecture series last year.

This week our Tuesday afternoon subject was cancelled though, and it meant I was able to go along to the lecture, which was Ben Michael discussing film openings. It was thought-provoking and came at just the right time for me. It really got me thinking about the opening of my current project in development, beyond just story.

Below are some of my notes from the lecture.

And then, this evening, this video came up in my 'Recommended' feed on YouTube.

And, as per Ben's recommendation, I did watch Crispin Glover's appearance on Letterman. You should too.